Friday, January 19, 2007

bleh

I bet we've all shared moments where we feel like true martyrs...

Well I am in such a moment but I feel extremely guilty for it. I could never be saint I guess. Not for my lack of faith or desire to be religious, but for my overall cowardess and fear of conflict. I've had something done to me, and I must take the proper steps to take care of it.

But I don't want to, I don't want the conflict. I feel guilty for wanting to take care of it when everyone is telling me it's right thing to do...

Oh, and also...
Have you ever met someone that you want to spend all your waking time with but you know it's impossible for simple reasons?

that sucks too.

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